Longing

I'm here and now. Alone. Waiting for someone to come home. A corner is empty not filled by me.

Why are you hitting so hard?

I've expected an ordinary spanking, not slapping and not very hard. The one that was exactly matching my faults.

Asking for more

What I have to do when I feel the spanking is incomplete, when I know I'm deserving more and I can take more?

Evidences of spanking

For me it's very important to have an evidence of the spanking I've received. I'm talking not about photos or videos. I talk just about a line in my diary. I can review it later. One month later or one year later or ten years later.